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m@g~ Lb#[Q mQwOr`y.

@m@l`v m` qEtR kr#N`vn~w h` pYZ`vn~wm mQnQs`y.

mm Cn~n vn~@nmQ. sQylE rj sm|pw~ h#rpQy` nQk~m gQy e~ vn~qnWy gmnt sQqEhw~ kOmr# smg y$mt mm q x`g& lq~@qmQ.

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e~ anRv asRn~ pQt n#gW pQtw~ vR apQ @k`~lQy h` mll r`j& psR@k`t wQs~ @y`qEn~ mM @gv` a@n`~m` nqW wWryt p#mQN sQtQmR. a@n`~m` gA@wr qkQw~m m@g~ awWw km|pnWy mwky avqQ vQy. mm tQk @v|l`vk~ gM asbd rF@[nR k#m#wQ vWmQ. m@g~ pYm`qy @n`ivsR k`Uq`yQ ik~mnQn~ ynR k#m#wQv nQk~m gQ@y~y.

mm a@n`~m` gA@w@rhQ wnQ vWmQ. mWt sw~ vsrkt @pr @mn~m a@n`~m` nqQy uq` hQr#@g~ k`n~wQmw~ rFs~ qhrQn~ n#h#vW bbLmQn~ gl` yyQ. sQ@y`wOn~@g~ kn~kU n`q@yn~ avt pQrW pvwW. gM asbd pQpRNR @k~wkW ml~ sRv[Qn~ mRU @p@qsm sRv[vw~y. avt b#lE b#lE aw qk~m sQw~ mn~mw~ krvn wrmt rmNWyy.

eq` rF@y~ sQyl~ln~ sRv nQqQ nQqq~qW sQqEvR e~ iwQh`sgw pRjnWy gmn g#n mm obt kQymQ. eq` a#sL pRn~ @p`@h`y qQnykQ. sQqEhw~ kOmr# rH m#qQym| @v|@l~ m` @s`y` p#mQNQ@y~y.

"Cn~n m@g~ kn~}k asR sRq`nm| krn~n"

"s~v`mWNW @m| mh rH?"

"Cn~n r`wQYy sRv[vw~y, pvQwYy, nQsly, vQX~v@y~ rhs~ mRmRNn sRUy. sQw~ ssl krn @G`~;` shQw vR @m| xSmQ@yn~ vh` pQtvW ymR."

mt ovRn~ vth`gw h#kQy. m` wrm| ovRn~@g~ sQw#MQ vth` gw~ @knkO vW nm| e~ bQm|b`vn~ mQs an~ @knkO n#w. sQqEhw~ upn~q`m mmw~ k`Uq`yQw~ @m@l`vt bQhQvWmR. sQqEhw~ k`Uq`yQtw~ vd` LA vR@y~ mty. apQ Lqr# vQ@y~ sQt r`j`AgN@y~ ek~v kWYd` k@LmR. sQqEhw~ anQk~ kOmr#n~@gn~ @b`@h`~ @vns~ vR@y~y. ohR kQsQ vQtk a`@kY`~X prQxv @n`@wpLWy. anRn~@g~ sQw~ @n`rQqvWy. kQsQ vQtk swOn~ @n`m#rWy. vrk~, hW phr v#q @hL` qmnR l#bR hAs @p`~wkykO mrN@yn~ mRq` gnR pQNQs ohR mhw~ v$ymk~ q#r$ s#tQ mt aq q sQhQ@vyQ.

mm gMt b#s s~n`ny k@LmQ. gM qQy iw` sQsQl~y. pvQwYy. mt sQqEhwOn~ vrk~ kW @qyk~ sQhQyt n#MQN.

"Cn~n ap@g~ sQww~ @m| gM qQy @mn~ pvQwYy. ey apvQwY vn~@n~ gA q$@ln~ ksL ekwOvWm nQs`y."

sQqEhw~ nQb[v apt vd` s$m @qykQn~ iqQrQ@yn~ sQtQ@y~y. ohR@g~ sQwOvQlQ pv` n#vRm|y. ap mvQw krvn sRU vQy. ap vQsQn~ @n`wk` hrQn lq iw` @n`v#qgw~ y#yQ sQwS @q~ g#n pv` ohR qQgQn~ qQgtm sQwO@v|y. v@rk vp~ mMOl q` @g`vWn~ ky @v@hs` v#d krnR q#k ohR @m@s~ a#sR@v|y.

"yhU Cn~n@ynQ, e~ @g`vWnt un~@g~m @kw~vwO n#q~q? a#yQ ovRn~ vhlEn~ @mn~ v#d krn~@n~?"

"kOmr#nQ, h#m @qn`tm kOBRr# n#h#. ovRn~ qEp~pwOn~"

"qEp~pwOn~ @p`@h`swOn~ y#yQ @q@k`tsk~ @ls upw lbn~@n~ @qvQyn~@g~ k#m#w~w anRv y#yQ bmRNn~ kQyn @q~ sw&yk~ vQy h#kQq#yQ sQqEhw~ yLQw~ a#sR@v|y. mm nQhV vWmQ. @m| kr#NR g#n h`r avRs~s` kw` kQrWm apt whAcQy. m@g~ sQw vd vd`w~ sQqEhw~ @k@rhQ pY`N sm`nv b#[E@n~ ohR@g~ @m| apRr# kQyRm| @kr#m| nQs`y.

wr#N vQyt pw~ sQqEhw~ kOmr# XQl~p ugw~@w~ vQX~vmQwY a`c`rWn~ @gnQ. ohR yRq XQl~p@yhQ @kL p#mQNQ@y~y. kdR @h`~ qEnR XQl~p@yn~ ohR p#rqvQy h#kQ sm@wk~ y`bq mg{ h` ml~l r`j&yn~hQq @n`vWy. qs @qs p#wQrW gQy kWr\wQy a#wQ kOmr# mg{@y~ sRpYbRq~{ rjR@g~ qQyNQy vR r#sQ@rn~ h` gON@yn~ pQrQpRn~ @g`~p` (y@X`~{r`) kOmrQy h` srN bn~{n gw vQy.

mm asR pQt n#g jv @gn a@n`~m`@vn~ asR p#n~nvWmQ. asR vd` pRUl~ @n`vR gAg` wWry p#kQLWmkQn~ @w`rv wrNy k@L~y. gAg` wWry qQ@g~ gmn~ @k`t mWt avRr#qE gNnkt ihw sQqEhwOn~ p#mQNQ e~ sRn~qr mQtQy`vwt LAvWmQ. mm asR pQtQn~ b#s sQqEhwOn~ wm hQs@k~ kp` khvw~ @prvR w#n qN gs` ohR@g~ p` phs l#bR w#nQn~ v#lQ @q`~wk~ gwQmQ. hQr# eLQy v#qW v#lQk#t rn~ @s~ qQLQsQN.

eq` rF@yhQ apQ m`LQg`@vn~ nQk~mR@NmR, sQqEhwOn~ nAv` gw~ kn~}k axQm`n@yn~ yRwOv @prt ymQn~ sQtQ@y~y. s[ b#s ymQn~ wQbQN. s#@NkQn~ v`sl~ @q`rtRv avRr`@gn sQtQ k`l vr\N sQr#rkQn~ yRwO kQsQvkO@g~ C`y`vk~ qQs~ vQy.

mh` vWry, @myQn~ mwO uq`vn sw~vn qvs obt sk~vQwQ s#pw phL vn~@n~y. qQv&my ckYrw~ny q phL vn~@n~y. @m| isRr# h#r qm` y$m anRvN kQYy`vk~ vn~@n~y. e@s~ @hyQn~ gmn nvw` a`psR h#@rnR m#nvQ."

aZ`ny, mm ob h[EnmQ. ob m`@g~ a#wOU sQwyQ. ob m`r @v|;@yn~ @pnW sQtQyQ. mm obt vsM @n`@vmQ. m` yn mgQn~ ivw~ vn~n. q#n~ m` kQsQvkOt nwr kL @n`h#k~@k~y."

"s~v`mWnQ, ob mt kw` kL`q? ob kw` krn~@n~ kvrkO smgq"yQ mm vQmsWmQ. sQqEhw~ kOmr# m` @qs bl` sQn`sR@N~y.

gA@wrt p#mQNQ sQqEhw~ kOmr# asR pQtQn~ b#s asR@g~ hQs aw g` @m@s~ kW@v|y.

"m@g~ yhU kn~}k, aq rH ob m` @m| nqQ@yn~ e@wr krn~n. mm mRU @l`~, ssr nqQ@yn~ ewr krvn~@nmQ." (aq rH @w`~ m` wrv` mm| mRU @l`~ wrvmQ : am`vwOr) @qpyQn~ n#gW ahst pQnR asR @h~;`rv k@L~y. ap wm pQt nAv` gw~ kn~}k ek~ pQm|@m|m gM wrNy k@L~y.

sQqEhwOn~ gQhQ@ghQ klkQrW wpst yw#yQ a#sR sR@q`vRn~ rjwOm` v`sl~ @q`rtRvl q#dQ mRrk`vl~ @y`q` v`slQn~ b#h#r yn gmn~ sWm` k@L~y.

v`sl a#wOLw sQylE sm|pwQn~ a`D& k@L~y. q#sQqs~sn~ @gn~ h` r#v#wQ @y`vRn~ L[En~@gn~ pQrWgw~ m`LQg` wOnk~ q ps~ pQyR@mn~ sRpR;~pQw vR alAk`r @p`kONR q iqQ k@L~y. e@hw~ e~ kQsQvkQn~ ohR nvwnR @n`h#kQ vQy. e@hw~ idk~ lq s#@Nn~ ohR m` q k#tRv m`LQg`@vn~ pQtvW pRr@yhQ sAc`ry k@L~y.

mnR;& XrWry kYm@yn~ jr`vt pw~ vn bvw~ ey @n`@yk~ @r`~gynt @g`qEr# vn bvw~ avsn mrNyt pw~vn bvw~ sQqEhwOn~ @n`q#n sQtQy` y#yQ kWm a#w~wk~ @n`@v|. wm mv vR mhm`y` @q~vQy@g~ hqQsQ ax`vy m`LQg`@v| prQv`r L[En~@gn~ q#ngw~ sQqEhw~ @b@hvQn~ km|p` vQy. e@hw~ qQgQn~ qQgtm sQqEvn @m| jWvn @€qv`cky vQs[` g#nW@m| @q`r kvRU ohRt vQvr vR@y~ m`LQg@yn~ pQtwqWy.

qQnk~ mhlE vQyt pw~ ek~ mQnQ@sk~ ap r}y yn mg avRr` sQtQ@y~y. mgQn~ ivw~vn @ls ohRt m` sn~ kL q ohR ey @n`wk` sQtQvnm sQtQ@y~y.

"Cn~n r}y nvw~vn~n" mQnQs` kOmr# h#[Qn ohRt k[ nm` nms~k`r k@L~y.

"pQn~vw ob kvRq? rjkOmr#n~@g~ r}@y~ mM avRr` sQtWmt wrm| ob nQr\xy vR@y~ @k@s~q?"

r`@j`~w~wmy`@NnQ, xy vQy yRw~@w~ pvtw~, mrNytw~ mQs an~ kQsQ @qykt @n`@v|. mm obwOm`@g~ kr#N` gONy h` pYZ`vn~w x`vy g#n as` a#w~@wmQyQ mhl~l` hQs slmQn~ kWy.

"pQn~vw o@b| @ks~ kLB vL`kOlk~ @mn~ sRqEy. sm rFlQ v#tW a#w. s#rytQy gw~ o@b| sRrw q @vv|lyQ. e@hw~ ob n#Nvw~ bvQn~ adRvk~ n#w."

"pQn~vw~ kOm`ry`@NnQ, r#v gON sm|pn~n vR ob @mn~m @pr kl m` q r#v a#wQ wr#NykOv sQtQ@ymQ. e@hw~ k`ly m` jr`vt pw~ k@L~y. sQw mhlE @n`vW gw mhlEvWmm qEkkQ."

sQqEhw~ rn~ khvNRvk~ ohR@g~ aw~l mw wb` ohRt a`c`r@k`t pQtw~ vQy.

axQv`wk @r`~gy uw~sn~n vR @r`~gQ@yk~ q mL sQr#rk~ q anwOr#v ohRt qk~nt l#bQN. gAg` wWr@y~ mL sQr#r# qvn ayRr# ohR @b`@h`~ @v|l`vk~ bl` sQtQ@y~y. sRqE @rqQkdQn~ ow` wQbR mL sQr#r# mw qr wb` gQnQ ql~vnR l#bWy. bmR@N`~ s~@w`~wY g#yRh. Z`wWhR v#lpRNh.

"mrNy mh` qEkk~" sQqEhw~ wm`tm @k`[Er` gw~@w~y. "@m| sQylE qE@kn~ g#lvWmt mMk~ n#q~q?" @h~ wm`@gn~m vQmsWy. e~ p#nyt pQLQwOr# l#bR@N~ in~ psRv mRNg#sRNR wvRskO @gnQ.

"kOm`r@ynQ, mrNy kQsQvkOtw~ vLk`lQy @n`h#k~@k~y. e@hw~ ipqWm nwr kL@h`w~ e~ sQyl~l nwr vn~@n~y. e@hw~ gQnQ @gyk~ b[E k`m@x`~gW gQhQ@ghQ v`sy krmQn~ eyt @k@s~ nm| vQs[Em| @s`yn~nq?."

sQqEhwOn~@g~ hQst wpst y$@m| aqhs a#wQ vR@y~ mQn~psR y#yQ mm sQwmQ. e~ s[h` ohR sQw smg @b`@h`~ @s~ stn~ k@L~y. sQqEhw~ kOmr# y@X`~qr`vn~t @b@hvQn~ a`qry k@L~y. r`hRl kOmr#n~@g~ upww~ smg ey g#lvW y`gw @n`@hn wrmt v#dQNQ.

sQqEhw~ kOmr# mhw~ @s~ klkQr#NR ek~ rFyk~ vQy. e~ m`LQg`@v| m{Rp`@n`~w~svy p#vwQ qQnyyQ. mn` @ls vQcQwY vs~wY`xrN@yn~ s#rsW gw~ r#v#wQ vrM@n`~ krLQyt b#s rMn~nt vRh. rAg X`l`@vn~ ivw~v @b`@h`~ @v|l` aAgnyt vW sQtQ kOmr# yhn~ gbd`vt yn rQsQn~ cQwY X`l`v hrh` gQ@y~y. @m`@h`wkt @pr rMq#k~vR aM@n`~ sRr` mwQn~ mw~v rhs~ w#n~ pYkt @k`t avRl~ vR @ksQn~ yRwOv vQk`r irQy`p} a#wQv v#wQrW nQqnR qEtR kOmr# @m`@h`wk~ n#vwW e~ @qs bl` sQtQ@y~y.

m`LQg`@v| v`sl~ @q`rtRv @vw yn kOmr# m` @qs bl` @m@s~ kW@v|y.

"Cn~n @m`@h`wk~ rF[W sQtQn~n. mm @q~vQyw~ kOmr#w~ ek~ vrk~ pmNk~ bl` en~nm|."

@m| nm| @l`v sQqEvn iw`m sA@v|qW smRg#nWm vQy yRwOy. ey q#kg#nW@m| r#cQ@yn~ mm q ohR psRps gQ@ymQ. sQqEhw~ yhn~ gbd`@v| @q`r hV @n`n#@Mn @s~ m[k~ h#r e~ @qs ebW b#lWy. y@X`~{r`@v`~ rn~ k[k~ @s~ sQrQ yh@n~ s#w@pwQ. ovRn~ LM sQtQn bQlQ[E @q~vqRwykO @s~ pQYyAkry. y@X`~{r`@v`~ wm sRrw m[k~ osv` ymk~ vLkn~nt @mn~ p$h. w#bR py vh` a`ps~st gw~ sQqEhw~ a`psR h#rW gmn~ k@L~y.

mm n#vw a@n`~m` nqW mQtQy`vw @qs blmQ. hQs@k~ mRdR@k`t khvwQn~ s#rsRNR sQqEhw~ kOmr# m` iqQrQ@y~ sQtW. @mv#nQ qsRnk~ m`@g~ jWvQw@y~ @kqQnkvw~ q#k n#w. axQm`nvw~ rjkOmrkOv sQtQ w#n#w~w` sQylE r`j`xrN un` hQs mRdR @k`t khvw~ @p`rv` up`sk lWl`@vn~ hQr# rFsQn~ rn~ k[k~ @s~ b#b@LmQn~ sQtW. @m| nm| a`X~cr\yykQ. @m| wrm| prQw&`gyk~ @l`v kQsQvkO vQsQn~ kr a#w~q? "k`m@x`~gW axQm`nvw~ r$pk`y nQrhAk`r mRqE @m`@L`k~ apQs~ r#vkt h#rW a#w. mm apYm`N vR @X`~k@yn~ ohR @qs bl` sQtQ@ymQ. in~psR @h@wm anRpQy aB vny @qst gmn~@k`t vn vqEl wOL @n`@pnW gQ@y~y.

"m@g~ yhU Cn~n, a`psR yn~n, m@g~ pQy rjRt sQylE pRvw~ qn~vn~n" r`j`xrN h` mMOl~ kdRv m` awt @qmQn~ kOmr# kWy.

mm q#n~ rjghnRvrt LAv sQtQmQ. e~ uw~wm mQnQs` yLQ qkQn wOr# mt is~p`sRvk~ n#w. e~ vR klW m@g~ hQwvw~ s~v`mQy`y. m@g~ Lb#[Q mQwOr`y. @m@l`v m` qEtR kr#N`vn~wm h` pYZ`vn~wm mQnQs`y.

m` q#ntmw~ pYm`q v#dQy. mt @pr bRqEn~ q#kWmt gQy k`Uq`yQ e~ mhw`Nn~t @m@s~ kQyn~nt a#w.

"s~v`mWnQ @m| @h~mn~w s^wOvyQ. wOr# lw` mlQn~ pQrW sRv[ vQhQqEvyQ. @m`~r` gQy pwY bQm v#tW nv qlE qm` a#w. X`k&yn~ q#kWmt kQBRl~vwt v#dWmt @m| sRqEsRm k`lyyQ." mm q e@s~ kQymQ.
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